JamesR
Taxiarches
This Monday I start college again for the Fall. I have 2 classes on Monday and 2 on Wednesday with 1 online course. Prayers that I make it through the semester would be nice, and that my nerves would be calmed. I always get very nervous in the days leading up to the start of the semester, to the extent that I stay awake in my bed all night. Simply put, I'm afraid of failure, and driving--which is inevitable--fuels my anxiety. It's a phobia of mine. That and I simply don't feel motivated--I know I can succeed, but I just dread it. The thought of another 4 years of education haunts me when I feel like I'd rather just start my life right now. I'm tired of the constant stepping stones. I just want to work and be somewhat at peace. But I know education is the best course of action. So prayers that I'd stay motivated would be appreciated as well.