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I just want to thank you for your prayers. For the last couple of days I've been increasing in despair and depression, but its begun to turn around in the last hour and a half or so. Thank you, sincerely.
Despite how you may be feeling, my feelings has always told me that your heart is in the right place. If you are still in Arizona, I am only a one day drive away if you need someone else to talk to.