mctaviix
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I am unworthy of all your prayers, but I humbly and desperately beseech them. I'm not exactly a 'well known' forum member I guess, but so many of you seem like great and holy people.
I'm about to stop taking a medicine that I've taken for a long time and it's going to take an enormous toll on me: physically, mentally, and spiritually. I had to quit my job so I could 'detox' from this: the first time I've been unemployed since I was 16 and I'm 23 now.
I should of been done with college a year ago, but couldn't afford the last semester so now I need find a new job after my 'detox' to raise $3,000 so I can finally have my degree. I couldn't raise the money before because I have no healthcare and my grants could not be renewed. At this point, I don't even know if I'll be able to get in the last remaining classes by fall.
My family life is a nightmare. My older siblings, who are screw-ups, have trampled on my parents and it is taking a heavy toll on them.
I didn't mean to turn this into a sob fair; I've never opened up personally online and very rarely do I in my actual life. Nearly nobody knows the actual truth to how deep my mess has become. I feel like I'm facing a giant wall that cannot be broken through.
Please pray for me! I need as many prayers as possible.
I'm about to stop taking a medicine that I've taken for a long time and it's going to take an enormous toll on me: physically, mentally, and spiritually. I had to quit my job so I could 'detox' from this: the first time I've been unemployed since I was 16 and I'm 23 now.
I should of been done with college a year ago, but couldn't afford the last semester so now I need find a new job after my 'detox' to raise $3,000 so I can finally have my degree. I couldn't raise the money before because I have no healthcare and my grants could not be renewed. At this point, I don't even know if I'll be able to get in the last remaining classes by fall.
My family life is a nightmare. My older siblings, who are screw-ups, have trampled on my parents and it is taking a heavy toll on them.
I didn't mean to turn this into a sob fair; I've never opened up personally online and very rarely do I in my actual life. Nearly nobody knows the actual truth to how deep my mess has become. I feel like I'm facing a giant wall that cannot be broken through.
Please pray for me! I need as many prayers as possible.