Again, thank you all for the prayer, an update:
tomorrow in the morning I'll have the last exam from Arabic. Unfortunately, it's recitation two texts about water crisis that should be learn by heart. Despite learning them this week (and I have 1 or 2 exams a day this week, so I'm really tirecd), every day, a few times a day, I know for now only one of them. Through the whole life I was really bad at memorising texts word by word, I remember always the sens. Arab professors gave us normal exams, apropriate for the last year (giving 1,5 hour lecture in Arabic about a medicine topic, write an essay about sociological and historical stuff), but this Polish professor doesn't agree that e.g I can pass one text tomorrow and anotehr one on Monday, despite teh fact the exams can last until the end of June - he only agrees that I (and another friend) can pass it in September, but it's the second term. So, if I don't pass it, despite the fact my master is almost ready (400 pages A4), that I passed other exams from Arabic studies ant theology, all these things actually will be uselss, as my promoter of the thesis (if I don't give him the ready thesis on 26th June and I can do it only if pass all subjects) will be in October, so it means no Lebanon, no PhD and I'm almost 27, all these family problems... i just want to graduate and move on.